i am sooooo tired!! i woke up really late so i raced to practice! starts at 6 i woke up at 5:53!! sucks but it will be worth it. the other night i stayed up till 3:30 with tay because we scaed the hell out of ourselves talking about the scary sister from pet cemetary god we are dumb. oh and as of now my phone charger is broken so i cant have my phone on otherwise i have no battery!! hahaha :) 

i finally had a day off from cheer and my body is so grateful!! haha party tomorrow at laurens should be fun.... hmm what do you get when you put 30+ cheerleaders together? well i will let you know when i find out lol!! other then that i have just been hanging out with tay we are still awe struck from the concert  hehe amazingness!!! anyways imma peace the f out!!! :)

on june 22 me and taylor went to see the spill canvas at the sunshine theater!! omg all the bands that came on were amazing and then spill canvas came on and they rocked it!!! after they played me and tay went to get shirts and met matt the lead singer of  liam and me then he signed our shirts we got pics with dan, joe, nick, and matt! they signed our other shirts! they were so sweet  and nice! if they come back we are definetly there!!!

ok well i know alot of people are either amused or pissed about the whole all time low secrets thing, i for one am pissed do you people really have nothing else to do than post probably fake "secrets" about them? granted some of them are nice but most are pretty fucked up. idk but thats just what i had to say and now i am better now!! peace to the lovers!! mwah <3

so basically i just saw the motley crue video for saints of la and i am pumped for cruefest! its gonna be ballin! haha also i am going to spill canvas on sunday with tay so that should also be a fun time! haha. i love live music!!!!! sometimes i want/need (both are varying/unpredicatable) someone but  i think it would suck to be tied down especially in a bad relationship. i kinda have a list of things that are a must in a relationship: 
-good sense of humor (we kinda have to find the same things funny cuz i don't wanna be wacthing family guy or talledega nights and the guy thinks its stupid or doesn't laugh.)
- he has to make me laugh because it is one of my favorite things to do! :)
-respect me and my family
-get along with my friends without hitting on them(god how many times has that happened?)
-good taste in music( another thing that has to pretty similar although i am pretty much open when it comes to music{but i also don't wanna be driving around listening to some satanic shit music} wow i did a parenthesis insde a parenthesis! pretty legit
-be somewhat active cuz i don't want a sissy boy who hates being outside!
one of the more important things would be having the ability to stay in and watch a scary movie and order pizza with me.
-not have a problem with tattoos or piercings cuz i wil have both one day!
okay so i think thats it ya know you wouldn't think it would be hard to find this in a person but it is hard as hell to detect it in people. guys have a cover about them like my last bf was almost perfect for me(looking back that really really really should have been a sign!) long story short good relationship i was blindsided when one text ended it all and he was with another girl pretty much a day later! yah it sucked! oh well heartbreak happens to the best(or worst????) of us. sometimes i think it sucks to have to go through different guys to find the right one but then i think if god gave us the right ones right away where is the fun? sure heartbreak sucks but eventually your hearts heal again maybe i need to stop thinking aghh i am beginnign to think my brain is add cuz i will be thinking of something then like 2 new thoughts pop into my head. anywho take from this what you will i don't judge haha parting thought : why is the madison square garden stage round? shouldn't it be a square? oh god there i go thinking again! peace out!!!

oh man! i am sitting at my computer at 12:04 am and i don't really have anything to say as of now! i am enjoying a few days of from cheer until 2 a days start on monday! blah staring at 6 am!!!! go eagles :( haha nah i love it! i don't know what other people think of fall out boy but my opion is that they sold out a bit i mean i will still see them everytime they come to nm but there first 2 albums were amazing then infinty on high came out and well that was good but nothing compared to their other stuff! i have been thinking a lot about relationships lately and with all the drama i am glad to be single now!! it is nice to have someone til they screw you over but god.. some of em hide it so well!